My Best Man!!!

Those were the dark days and lonely nights. Fear, hopelessness and alarming situations caught me for at least one week. I started realizing that my life is nothing without him. That one week was like I am walking on thorns. Tears were in my eyes almost all the time. It was like someone took my breath away from me. Only i can understand in what pathetic condition i was.Now i have realized that I am helpless without him, I even cant do a single thing alone.  He is my confidence, he is my courage, he is my friend and HE IS MY BEST MAN!!......


I went to meet him in hospital. When I entered to his room, I could not believe that it was him. He was looking so weak. Suddenly he asked me (with a smile): "Cheena, what happened to me?". Tears were in my eyes and I somehow tried to control myself but I failed to do it. He was in continuous pain and I could not see that. He was not complaining about his pain and it was the worst thing for me. I went back to home after 4 hours with a broken heart. At night, I was trying to sleep but it was far away from me. I was thinking about him and then I started crying and sobbing but no one was there to stop me. His fresh face was in front of me because he is always active and supporting but now he was in a helpless condition and I saw tears in his eyes because of dependency on others.


The other day, I got to know that his platelet count dropped down and he immediately needs platelets. His first dose didn't help him and all the platelets got damaged. The doctor was not satisfied with his performance and said that his body had to produce platelets itself otherwise it would be dangerous. I felt like killing myself because it hurts a lot.....I was afraid...It was like someone snatched my happiness. Home was incomplete without him and there was a dead silence in my home which was irritating me. I had no one to whom I can talk or share my things.


Next day, he got another dose in morning and finally I got a good news  His body started making platelets which dropped down due to Dengue. Allah gave him a new life and I am thankful to Him. It was really really very hopeful situation for me. I was very happy that day.


Now he is fine and enjoying with us at home. My DAD...My Best Man is with me..:) Now I can fight with him and we can do stupid discussions (normally these discussions have no sense at all). And also I can act like a baby in front of him because he loves it and i love it too,,:) I LOVE HIM more than anything else. Love you Dad and I always want you to be with me, my life was hell without you.