FREAKS!!!!!!

One day I was sitting with a 5 years old girl and was checking pictures of my cousin's twins. Suddenly the little girl asked me "ye 2 kese hogye?".....I started thinking what to say...I replied with an embarrassing smile "pata nahi". Then she asked "nai apko pata hai kuk ap pregnant ho"...


OH MY GOD!!!! Now I really wanted to say something because my embarrassment reached to its peak. Come on yar! I even don't have a love affair so how....you know what I mean. I knew that what kind of star plus dramas she watches with her family so I dint say anything.


I still don’t get that where we are going. As we have no source of entertainment because of Lollywood flop films so our nation turned its attention towards Bollywood movies. Whatever they are showing is even not related to their culture. After watching “Dostana” first thing came in my mind “What the hell is this?” Giving knowledge to people about “gay rights” is good but giving the message that if you are a gay, you can do anything??? What is this? It freaks me out!!!

After Dostana I dint watch any Indian movie (don’t know the reason, I think I dint want to). One day, I was listening songs of “Anjaana anjaani”, I thought that I should give it a chance but after watching it, I realized that I have wasted my time. It seemed that the work had done by freaks.No solid plot, again the gays were highlighted in some scenes, poor jokes, fake emotions and they failed to prove the valid reasons behind the suicide trials of Kiara and Akhshay. I think now Indian movies are commonly showing the “Gay” thing, really couldn’t understand why? One thing which I have noticed that they show people living before marriage as this is no matter for them. According to my teacher, “what kind of message they are giving to the viewers, as living together without any relation is right? They don’t need a legal relationship…????”


Useless script, emotionless acting, cheap songs and nothing new in Indian movies, even I don’t find them romantic enough, couldn’t find the chemistry between actors which we can find in old Indian and Pakistani movies (at least they were more romantic). I have also found that children are more interested in star plus dramas and movies than cartoons. As one of the child confessed after the channels were banned “jab mere papa chale jate hain tu hum internet pe Indian drama dekhte hain.”

“Humor has some limits. Bedroom and bathroom jokes are beyond the limits of humor.” (My teacher told this in creative writing class). But these jokes are common in Indian movies. I am more concerned about children who are learning these things and now they are saying inappropriate things very spontaneously.


I got another shock when I saw a 4 year old boy singing “jee karda wai jee karda tenu kol bethawan jee karda, jee karda wai jee karda tenu jotian lawan jee karda”. It was funny though but the second thought came in my mind is that “the lyrics are disgusting”. Another cheap song is “Amplifier” by Imran which has no sense, I just hate it "buffer tu meri, mein tera amplifier" and again it is also very common among children.

munni badnaam hui

Another hit one is "munni badnaam hui darling tere liye",,lolzzz. Unfortunately this is the cheapest one nowadays and is more popular. News channels are also making VMs of this song on politicians. The question is that "who is munni?" and "why she is badnaam?" and "what s the use of these stupid lyrics?".What kind of message they are giving to the viewers?, If it is for entertainment then sorry to say that it is a very low-priced entertainment same like we can find in Pakistani theaters.

My Best Man!!!

Those were the dark days and lonely nights. Fear, hopelessness and alarming situations caught me for at least one week. I started realizing that my life is nothing without him. That one week was like I am walking on thorns. Tears were in my eyes almost all the time. It was like someone took my breath away from me. Only i can understand in what pathetic condition i was.Now i have realized that I am helpless without him, I even cant do a single thing alone.  He is my confidence, he is my courage, he is my friend and HE IS MY BEST MAN!!......


I went to meet him in hospital. When I entered to his room, I could not believe that it was him. He was looking so weak. Suddenly he asked me (with a smile): "Cheena, what happened to me?". Tears were in my eyes and I somehow tried to control myself but I failed to do it. He was in continuous pain and I could not see that. He was not complaining about his pain and it was the worst thing for me. I went back to home after 4 hours with a broken heart. At night, I was trying to sleep but it was far away from me. I was thinking about him and then I started crying and sobbing but no one was there to stop me. His fresh face was in front of me because he is always active and supporting but now he was in a helpless condition and I saw tears in his eyes because of dependency on others.


The other day, I got to know that his platelet count dropped down and he immediately needs platelets. His first dose didn't help him and all the platelets got damaged. The doctor was not satisfied with his performance and said that his body had to produce platelets itself otherwise it would be dangerous. I felt like killing myself because it hurts a lot.....I was afraid...It was like someone snatched my happiness. Home was incomplete without him and there was a dead silence in my home which was irritating me. I had no one to whom I can talk or share my things.


Next day, he got another dose in morning and finally I got a good news  His body started making platelets which dropped down due to Dengue. Allah gave him a new life and I am thankful to Him. It was really really very hopeful situation for me. I was very happy that day.


Now he is fine and enjoying with us at home. My DAD...My Best Man is with me..:) Now I can fight with him and we can do stupid discussions (normally these discussions have no sense at all). And also I can act like a baby in front of him because he loves it and i love it too,,:) I LOVE HIM more than anything else. Love you Dad and I always want you to be with me, my life was hell without you.